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While the state may have started slowly reopening, I'm still firmly Staying At Home. I think the state is opening up way too fast and way too early. But a Republican Governor in good with the President doesn't really care what I think.

Meanwhile, I'm feeling directionless. Again. What the hell am I doing? Where am I going with my life? I don't want to be coasting through as I seem to be doing so often, but I have no idea how to get where I want to be. I'm not even sure where tat is, other than more financially stable.

I did finally bit the bullet and buy a current technology laptop to replace this ancient (heh) hulk. I'm waiting on it to be shipped from wherever it's coming from. The next hurdle will be getting it set up for my visual accessibility needs, but that's not an issue til it gets here. But after that...? I just don't know.

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I did finally start a pot of vat grass from seed last weekend, and repot the cactus. Only one more plant to repot, then everything's done there. I'm thinking I want to start another spider plant since my current one has a couple babies on it that have been protected from the depredations of my feline omnivore. One is directly above the cactus, so she's been ignoring it in favor of the easier to reach ones.

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But my knitting project...that is so full of frustration and fail. I just cannot seem to get it going. I almost want to use bigger needles, but the needles I currently have are too big, and I'd rather not buy another set if I can avoid it. Oh well, at some point I'll either give up and try something else, or I'll muscle through.
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*sigh* my time on the exercise bike has become rather monotonous lately and I'm finding myself getting 10 or so minutes into it and really wanting to stop. Part of it is yjr fact that the weight is no longer melting off, and part of it is the fact that my stupid iPad still wants to play the U2 songs it came installed with more than the music I've loaded it with. I actually deleted one song since the lyrics bothered me so much - 'you have a dace not spoiled by beauty' WTF? Are you trying to make this woman leave you, Bono?? 'Cuz that's not a good thing to say to a woman you want to stick around!

Not that I dislike U2 - far from it. But workout music? Not this stuff. Gimmie a beat!


For some reason, Gmail has started putting my Pinterest Notifications in my main Inbox folder and not in my Social folder where FB emails and YouTube emails go. And today the Dreamwidth notifications a;sp showed up there toowhen they had been going to that same Social folder. I've tried moving them, but they don't show up there, so IDK. But it is irritating - why bother having the 3 different folders if they're not gonna file them correctly?



I did come home Inspired from the West Austin Studio Tour, byt so far I've only been able to channel that into identifying things to get rid of. Things that don't fit my life now, and I don't want to re acommodate them into my Life. Mainly a few clothes - but they're still here because first I gotta wash all the light colored cat hair off them! LOL And where is Mr White and dilute ginger at right now?? Napping on a pile of clothes. :) He's such a sweet boy - I won't make him move since the 'damage' is already done.

But I guess I'll have to take it for now - making the living space less cluttered is one way to get closer to who I wanna be since one's living space is an outward reflection of one's interior. :)
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Friday night was the first time I had difficulty getting to sleep before 1am in a loong time. Noy sure if it was due to me not sticking to my Caffeine Cut Off time of 7pm, sleepin in that morning, or a combination of the 2. But I also slept in on Saturday too. *sigh* I really want to be getting up BEFORE noon now since we need to go to bed at midnight so Himself gets enough sleep to be at work at 7am.

But I did get my ass out of bed at 11:30am today, so I'm taking that as a win. For now.


Friday was grey and drizzly with it progressing into outright rain after nightfall. But Saturday was a lovely Spring day - not a cloud in the sky, lower 60s and breezy.Wish Texas had more days like that, and not in early January.


Speaking of January - I Know er're only 2 weeks into t year, but I'm already feeling impatient and frustrated that I haven't yet accomplished more of my goals for 2019. WTF?? Seriously - some are long term, or require more disposable finances than I have at the moment, so there is absolutely no way I could have them cone by now. Yet here I am - no patience. lol

I mean - how can I pay off the bills for my biopsy if I haven't received them yet??
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Ugh. Drought seems to be a good default for this place. We just always seem to be in need of rain. Unless there's a hurricane - then we get too much. Yeah, Harvey did make it rain this far inland, but no enough to cause flooding. Most of the damage was due to wind. But go less than an hour towards the coast, and there was a lot of flooding which only got worse as you get closer to the Louisiana border. People are STILL in hotels and in temporary housing.

Went rummaging through a couple small fabric bins today to rearrange them, and I am reminded just how amazing some of those gems are. GOTTA get my ass in gear about getting back to sewing!Aksi came across some plum stretchy (crushed?) panne velvet that might be good for making up a 'skater dress' like Eva's not sure how to make her journal name clickable yet), assuming she's still willing to sketch out the pattern pieces for me.??

Also managed to do some reorganizing and get 4 boxes down to three, so yay me. (It helps when one of the three boxes is bigger than the now empty box LOL(

BYAL's Lupercalia scents are out, and I simply have to find a way to sample some of them. (Cat Chasing Butterflies!) I'm just sooo potentially yuumy. I used to be on LJ's BPAL group, but that was then...

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